Well, we and my girl officially had our first bump in the road since I got to Iraq, at least the first I can tell but who knows, Im just a guy. Anyways, she finally opened up and let me know that it has been a difficult month since I left, which I knew was gonna happen just a matter of her talking to me about it which she seemed hesitant. Since I cant just pick up the phone and call her anytime I want here in Iraq, we have been doing most correspondence through email. The last email I recieved was "I was in a car accident talk to you later." WHAT?!?!?! My heart went through my chest. My mind was racing. Who was involved? Is she hurt? Was it her car? To top it all off, we lost all phone and email cuz something happened to the shit on the base. They said it could take up to 3 days. 3 DAYS?!?!?! I was going friggin insane! I got off work last night at 0200 hrs, didnt go to the gym cuz I had too much on my mind, and went to bed somewhere around 0530 hrs and just laid there. I couldnt sleep. As much as my eyes wanted to shut and wonder off into lala land....I couldnt. Not without knowing if my love was injured or not. Well, I came into work today and voila, everything is back up and running. The first thing I did was jumped on my email and their was an email from her. Needless to say, all my worst fears were just that, fears. Toots (my girl) is fine, her care alittle banged up, and she now knows that she can talk to me about anything cuz we are a team. Whew, that was a load off. Now, if only I could fix this problem with the base and its communications crap I would be alright.